Today I am grateful for...

Blogs.

Blogs have transformed my life, and it all started here.
One click leads to another, and before I knew it, 5 years later my life is richer than I could have ever imagined.

Through the wonder that is blogging, I found these amazing women, who moved from the screen of my computer into my every day reality.

Some of my now favourite musicians were found through the blog of this magical woman, and my mind is inspired and stimulated constantly through the writing and creativity of these wonderful artists and story tellers.

This picture made me look at photography in a completely different light and actually marked the beginning of my journey as a photographer, and these blogs continue to challenge me in this field of work.

A daily joy in my Google reader is to see the new delicious offerings on these blogs.  And this woman stokes the fire in my belly.

Last but by no means least, there are kindred spirits who I have yet to meet in the real world, but whose words impact my life daily, the wonderful Lisa being a clear example - without whom, I wouldn't have even started these gratitude posts.

The Usual Suspects

We launched our Usual Suspects photobooth at Hannah and Nick's wedding in August.
Can't wait to do more next year...
and there will be more props too!

Today I am grateful for...

Validation

vali·date (val′ə dāt′)
to prove to be valid; confirm the validity of; verify

Although I always strive to do my best, and more, for the couples we photograph, the little gremlin still lurks occasionally in the back of my mind going, "Seriously?  Who do you think you are?"  So it was beyond wonderful to receive this testimonial from Lucy today when I asked her to write something for me to include on a new section of our website:

"When I first started to organise mine and Chris' wedding, I asked a lot of married friends for their opinions on which companies they used for different parts of their weddings. The answers I got were encouraging - except when it came to the photographers. With everyone I asked they had some kind of problem - either they didnt gel with the photographers, their styles clashed, the photographers were difficult to get in touch with or they didnt like the final pictures. Well I can categorically say that Chris and I had none of these problems with Penny and Cameron! From day one they were excited to be a part of our wedding, they wanted to know what type of pictures we wanted, kept in touch with us all the way through right up until the big day and on the day they were amazing. From blending in with our guests, to making everyone feel at ease in order to get a relaxed picture; all of our guests have commented on how lovely they were. But what I am most thankful for is making me the happiest bride in the world because we have the most perfect set of wedding pictures, which captured the essence of the day, that we will cherish for the rest of our lives. Thank you Penny and Cameron, we are forever grateful to you both."
Lucy and Chris Johnstone (married 31st July 2010)

Thank you Lucy and Chris, those words mean more than you'll ever know.

Thanks Lisa for inspiring this series of gratitude posts :)

Today I am grateful for...

Weddings.

I love weddings.  They contain all the best ingredients of life, compacted into one perfect day, and packaged beautifully with a bow on top! 

I still pinch myself to think I get to share this magical day with people as part of my work, but I am oh so grateful for it.  These last few days I have been particularly giddy with excitement as we booked 6 weddings in 48 hours.  Amongst them is a breakfast ceremony at Stonehenge, a beautiful English country garden picnic and more vintage buses!  Yay!

So today I just want to thank the lovely couples - past, present and future who invite us to capture the most amazing day of their lives.   We don't take that for granted.

Thanks Lisa for inspiring this series of gratitude posts :)

Today I am (not) grateful for...

Carbohydrates.

I love 'em.  LOVE them.
Potatoes.  Pasta.   Rice.
Could eat them in large quantities.
Daily.

And I sort of was, which might explain why I started favouring the elastic waistband of my trackie bottoms over my jeans, and I started recycling the same outfit day after day.  The one that made me feel least fat. 

And so it has been for the last year (or two).
But there comes a point in this ongoing contemplation where you have to make a decision.
Clear choice:  carry on and start disliking myself - or - do something about it.

So I signed up to Weightwatcher's new plan.
I was told I had 29 points a day to satisfy my previously untamed appetite, and I thought that sounded rather generous really.  Imagine my shock when I discovered my staple and adored lunch was well over the half way mark of my entire day!   And don't even get me started on dinner!  Being half Chinese, rice is in my blood.  It's a staple as far as I'm concerned, and I adore the stuff.  So I nearly wanted to cry when I found out my rice alone (in terms of portion size) was nearly half the daily point allowance too - this is before even counting what I used to eat with the rice!

It's been a cruel awakening, to discover what I have so enjoyed eating is actually the very things making me feel uncomfortable about myself, but it's also really made me take stock.  To stop and think about what I am putting in my mouth, has actually been a real gift.  Since reducing my portions I have enjoyed my meals a lot more.   Knowing it's not from a limitless supply, makes me appreciate it more, and I find myself savouring each bite now, really enjoying the taste (although I admit I was SO ravenous tonight I just about gulped my meal down in 5 mouthfuls!)  I find I am thinking about food in a healthier way, and planning my meals with more care and thought.   By spending time considering how to maximise my points, I am mixing more foods, and being more adventurous.   It's a whole new way of interacting with food and I think I could enjoy this.

I have a feeling (although I am more certain there will be big frustrations, like the intense desire I have to go and reach for the chocolate sitting tantalizingly in the door of the refrigerator...) that this will be a life changing experience, beyond the body shape changing I hope it does too!  So I am going to approach it with a sense of wonder, gratitude even, and see what I get.